AWAKE AWAKE!!

wearing the insecurities on our sleeves,
feelings, emotions are stealing away the inner peace.

realizing the insanely sane,
numbness persists on the mental horizon,

voicing the pangs of dissatisfaction
smiling on the past and ceasing the present...

questioning the self for following the other's paths,
denying the truthfulness of truth encompassing the world...

terrifying the things inside me will reveal the 'real' me..
choking the happiness of the souls,
distracting from the morality,
finding answers elsewhere!


carrying sadness and pity for others
masking the falsehood,
posing to be what we aren't
standing stiff and battling every single breath!!

awake awake!!
cry the shackled self.
its me inside you...
let me be free,
let me smile,
let me conquer all by conquering the sluggish self 'within'!

silence everywhere..!!

feeling emptiness within,
silence everywhere; as if this silence will make me"hollow" soon.

questioning now and then,
am i right when i behave in an absurd way?
will anyone make me believe in myself?
tussle within...
again i have no one to answer!

ears have become numb with many polyphonic voices,
bt non of the voices assert the hallmark of believe with itself,
i have become"numb" as my mind has lost its support...

battering my mind to get out of this maze,
but am granted no refuge rather to succumb to the situation
and again am mute with my silence"within"!

years passed by,and i was fighting wid my tormented soul,
surprisingly,hush of sweet voice conquered my self.
asked me:"why u being lost and aloof?"
i spoke my mind out and said" i am hollow widin".

answered he,"act rather than to speak".
follow the society as "god"!

astuteness and subtleness of this remark,made me"lost"again...
no way,no resolution bt only wid the thrifty remark am left with
.
in the garb of wilderness am again endowed wid"silence"

CrAvINgS!!

we crave for the child,
endowed wid sufferings,doubts and anxiousness, mother questions herself "will be be devoid of this happiness god?"

child is born and the mourful state is no longer the same..untill mother is acknowledged abt it as a"girl"
she is now in the world were the loved ones are no longer the same destined to her.

carrying wid her the innocence and gentlity,
she is in the state of"emptiness"

she weeps and weeps..
questions herself__"am i the unplaced and unwanted kid at ur house maa?"

mother succumbs before her and says" learn to follow the ways of the world and forget about your happiness"

she witnesses strifes,quarrels and and many polyphonic voices inside her,
consciously,she adheres to the cinamatophobic moments within her...

she is now a child's mother!
again the same vicious circle,she is in with
now the child questions to her"why you are subdued maa?"
she is left wid numbness and pain...