CrAvINgS!!

we crave for the child,
endowed wid sufferings,doubts and anxiousness, mother questions herself "will be be devoid of this happiness god?"

child is born and the mourful state is no longer the same..untill mother is acknowledged abt it as a"girl"
she is now in the world were the loved ones are no longer the same destined to her.

carrying wid her the innocence and gentlity,
she is in the state of"emptiness"

she weeps and weeps..
questions herself__"am i the unplaced and unwanted kid at ur house maa?"

mother succumbs before her and says" learn to follow the ways of the world and forget about your happiness"

she witnesses strifes,quarrels and and many polyphonic voices inside her,
consciously,she adheres to the cinamatophobic moments within her...

she is now a child's mother!
again the same vicious circle,she is in with
now the child questions to her"why you are subdued maa?"
she is left wid numbness and pain...